1. Panic

Damn it, I've had it
Panic, I'm ready to blow
Damn it, I've had it
Panic, I'm ready to blow
Panic on the street I'll be laughing as you stare
Panic is coming on so you better beware
Panic on the street I'll be laughing as you stare
Panic is coming on so you better beware, your gonna panic
I'll watch you panic

Believe it, believe it what I tell you, I tell you
Believe me, believe me, it's no lie
Believe it, believe it what I tell you
Believe me I am sick of all your lies

Panic in your eyes I can see it's no surprise
Panic's on the rise as my freed hatred now flies
Panic in your eyes I can see it's no surprise
Panic's on the rise as my freed hatred now flies
Your gonna panic, I'll watch you panic
Your gonna panic, I'll watch you panic
Panic, panic, panic, panic, panic

Panic in your eyes I can see it's no surprise
Panic's on the rise as my freed hatred now flies
Can't hide it, can't hide it, all the anger, the anger
Can't hide from, can't hide from, all the pain
Can't stop it, can't stop it, all my anger, my anger
Can't stop it, can't stop it, all my pain

Pounding in my head and a burning in my brain
Waiting to escape all the anger and the pain
Pounding in my head and a burning in my brain
Waiting to escape all the anger and the pain
Cause damn it, I've had it, I've had it, I've had it!
Your gonna panic, I'll watch you panic
Your gonna panic
Panic!
Panic


2. Scream Out

Pressures charging trying to stall
Pound my head against the wall
I've been feeling this for way too long
I've been fighting this for way too long
Something's bout to happen, get out of my way
something better happen, get out of my way

Scream and shout, let it out
Rip it out, scream and shout
Scream and shout, let it out
Break it out, scream and shout
Scream out, scream out, scream out, scream out, scream out

Hypnotised, analyzed, a sorry attempt to sanitize
When I've been feeling this for way too long
when I've been fighting this for way too long
I guess I'll do it my way, your's don't work
I'm left to do it my way, your's don't work

Scream and shout, let it out
Rip it out, scream and shout
Scream and shout, let it out
Break it out, scream and shout
Scream out, scream out, scream out, scream out, scream out

Scream out, scream out, scream out, scream out
Scream out, scream out, scream out, scream out


3. We Are Family

Suicidal and proud, we are family
We are a family with all the love you could ever need
We don't judge you by the colour of your skin
We judge you by from what is within

Sui, sui, sui, suicidal
S.T, S.T, S.T, S.T, S.T, suicidal, we are family

We are a family, brothers and sisters that are proud to be
Committed to one and all, united we will never fall
Cause we are a family
We are family

Sui, sui, sui, suicidal
S.T, S.T, S.T, S.T, S.T, suicidal, we are family

Originally from the Westside, S.M. and Venice
Now we've grown to be a worldwide menace
Say what we want cause I know how to back it up
A cyco like me just staright don't give a fuck
And in case you might not know
I'm insane, suicidal
Rolling hard with a notorious family
We're as bad as we wanna be
Cause in my life there's only one guarantee
That suicidal I'll always be
And further more you dont wanna forget
We don't take no shit!

We are a family
Everyone's thats a down sui
We like it hard and loud
And we are always down and proud

Sui, sui, sui, suicidal
S.T, S.T, S.T, S.T, S.T, suicidal, we are family

S.T.
Suicidal and proud! Suicidal and proud!
We are family!


4. Epic Escape

It ain't right what's happenin'
They're doing us wrong and they know it
Can't let 'em hold us down
Can't let 'em, can't let 'em
We can't let 'em lock us out
Can't let 'em, can't let 'em
So we gotta make a run for it
Rollin', strolling
So fellows follow me and I'll show you how
We're on the run but you're whose guilty
You'll curse the day when you have to see me
And I'm the type that will bite and tell

Feel so good this free, feels so good
It's an epic escape

You messed with us one too many
All we wanted was respect but you wouldn't give us any
You wanted our soul but we wouldn't sell
So we played you the fool and you played it well

It's an epic escape
Feels so good this free, feels so good
Feels so good this free, it's an epic escape
It's an epic escape

First you stole us then you buried us alive
But we dug our way out now we are fully revived
So guess who is pounding outside the door

Everyone we are free, everyone
Everyone we're free, not just mentally
Everyone we're free, talk'n contractually
An epic escape

You cannot buy and you cannot sell me
I'll see your hate and raise it times twenty
We had to make your job a hell
But now it's done it's safe to tell

It's an epic escape
Feels so good this free, feels so good
Feels so good this free, everyone we're free

Contracts are like hearts, they're made to be broken


5. Payback's A Bitch

Now you are gonna get it

Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha
Da da da da da da da da da da da
Na na na na na na na na na na na
Your're gonna get it
Payback's a bitch

Sunday afternoon mornings are so blah, feeling kinda umm...
Well I know the word for it but it must have slipped my mind ya

Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha
Da da da da da da da da da da da
Na na na na na na na na na na na
Your're gonna get it
Payback's a bitch

Maybe today's the day, Time is on my side
Waiting is so cruel
But I'll be coming for you hard when I'm feeling extra crazy

Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha
Da da da da da da da da da da da
Na na na na na na na na na na na
Your're gonna get it
Payback's a bitch

And it feel good, don't it feel good
Don't it feel good, good, good, good

Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha
Da da da da da da da da da da da
Na na na na na na na na na na na
Your're gonna get it
Payback's a bitch

Did you hear that sound?
I think something snapped
Oops, it's just my friend
But my friends a little crazy
And he's got something for you!

Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha
Da da da da da da da da da da da
Na na na na na na na na na na na
Your're gonna get it
Payback's a bitch

And it feels good, oh it feels good ya
Don't it feel good, good, good, good
And don't it feel good

Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha
Da da da da da da da da da da da
Na na na na na na na na na na na
Your're gonna get it
Payback's a bitch


6. It's Time

Ladies and gentleman, boys and girls, cyco's and cycettes
We're now entering a dimension
Unknown to the various components
Of the previously unaligned chronological endeaverments
So if you adjust your watches it will now say
Suicidal time!

Get on up and get on down, to the funky sound
We do it right so you won't forget, the crazy shit
We don't bother with what the other do, they ain't got a clue
You want it pretty then you're out of luck, we don't give a fuck

Suicidal, suicidal, suicidal, suicidal
Suicidal time, time, time, tell me the time
Suicidal, suicidal, suicidal, suicidal
Suicidal time, time, time, you know the time

When you're tired of the whacked out junk, check out the real funk
We make the sound that you wanna hear, with a dose of fear
It's been years since we first broke ot our sound, but we still get down
We ain't going out like that ah hell no, we're suicidal!

Suicidal, suicidal, suicidal, suicidal
Suicidal time, time, time, tell me the time
Suicidal, suicidal, suicidal, suicidal
Suicidal time, time, time, you know the time


7. Sweet Disharmony

Some things are special and some things you can't share
Some things you worry about and others you don't care
It comes on strong and then sometimes just subtly
I'll take it anyway, my sweet disharmony

Sweet, sweet, sweet disharmony

And when I'm down it picks me up and carries me
Just fills me up when I'm running on empty
You give me power, my sweet disharmony

Sweet, sweet, sweet, sweet disharmony
Sweet, sweet, sweet, sweet disharmony
Sweet, sweet, sweet, sweet disharmony
Sweet, sweet, sweet, sweet disharmony
Rock your brain, dig in deep, never give up
Slam it hard, play to win, never give up
Jab and hook, kick and pull, never give up
Check your heart, free your soul, never give up

I got a story now listen as I tell
Espescially all those that think life is a living hell
See, when I'm sad you put my heart and mind at ease
You give it all, my sweet disharmony

Sweet, sweet, sweet disharmony
I'm not concerned about your sensitivity
It may be harsh but that's my reality
I love the feeling of my sweet disharmony

Sweet, sweet, sweet
Sweet, sweet, sweet
Sweet, sweet, sweet
Sweet, sweet, sweet

Pick it up, don't slow down, never give up
Rock the boat, ram the post, never give up
Drive 'em fast, hit 'em hard, never give up
Slam the door, lock up tight, never give up

More than a feeling and much more than a wish
More than the sanctity of a virgin's kiss
There's nothing better that can motivate me
I run in place without my sweet disharmony

Sweet, sweet, sweet disharmony
It feels so good there's no place I'd rather be
And when I wander it won't take long for me
To come back home to my sweet disharmony

Sweet, sweet, sweet
Sweet, sweet, sweet, sweet disharmony
Sweet, sweet, sweet
Sweet, sweet, sweet, sweet disharmony
Rock your brain, dig in deep, never give in
Slam it hard, play to win, never give in
Jab and hook, kick and pull, never give in
Check your heart, free your soul, never give in

Sweet, sweet, sweet, sweet disharmony
Sweet, sweet, sweet, sweet disharmony
Sweet, sweet, sweet, sweet disharmony
Sweet, sweet, sweet, sweet disharmony
Pick it up, don't slow down, never give in
Rock the boat, ram the post, never give in
Drive 'em fast, hit 'em hard, never give in
Slam the door, lock up tight, never give in

I can't remember the first time that we met
But that doesn't invalidate the feeling that I get
When it leaves me my souls a tragedy
I'm all alone without my sweet disharmony
Sweet, sweet, sweet disharmony
I spit it up and it sure tastes good to me
I am at the feast and I eat up hardily
I'm never hungry with my sweet disharmony

Sweet, sweet, sweet disharmony
It feels so good there's no place I'd rather be
And when I wander it don't take long for me
To come back home to my sweet disharmony
Sweet, sweet, sweet disharmony
And when I'm down it picks me up and carries me
But when it leaves me my souls a tragedy
I'm all alone without my sweet disharmony


8. Big Fat Baby

You're stupid fat and lazy, you're a big fat baby

When I look into your eyes I see the epitome
Of everything that I hope that I will never be
How can you live with yourself
You're in no position to offer up any help

You're stupid fat and lazy, you're a big fat baby

And once again you're trying to meddle and mess with my life
Who do you think you are to tell me what is wrong and right
I don't want any of your help
Why don't you leave me alone and worry about yourself
Cause of all the things you do
I got a lot of hate for you

You're stupid fat and lazy, you're a big fat baby
You're stupid fat and lazy, you're a big fat baby

I paid my dues, I paid 'em again still got no ticket to ride
But when I'm trying to pull myself up your clinging to my side
You're everything I don't wanna be
Every little step, Every little move
Your always trying to suffocate me
Cause you've got nothing better to do
I got a special hate for you

You're stupid fat and lazy, you're a big fat baby
Stupid, fat, lazy, you're a big fat baby
Stupid, fat, lazy, just a big fat baby

I got my way and my way may be hard for some to understand
But those that can't figure it out have no right to attack my plan
Leave me the hell alone and you'll see
I don't need, I don't need, I dont need no help from anybody
If it's the last thing that I do
I'll cash out all my hate on you

You're stupid fat and lazy, just a big fat baby
You're stupid fat and lazy, you're a big fat baby
Stupid, fat, lazy, you're a big fat baby
Stupid, fat, lazy, just a big fat baby

Cause of all the things you do
I got a special hate for you


9. Some People Deserve To Die

I know you passed the bottom of a bottomless pit
There ain't nobody lower, can't get lower than you get
Your mind tries to remember what your body can't forget
There ain't nobody lower, can't get lower than you get
I know you passed the bottom of a bottomless pit
There ain't nobody lower, can't get lower than you get

Some people, some people deserve to...

I know you passed the bottom of a bottomless pit
There ain't nobody lower, can't get lower than you get
Your soul is cold as ice but your mind is always lit
There ain't nobody lower, can't get lower than you get

Some people, some people, some people
Some people deserve to die

I know you passed the bottom of a bottomless pit
There ain't nobody lower, can't get lower than you get
I know you passed the bottom of a bottomless pit
There ain't nobody lower, can't get lower than you get

Some people, some people, some people deserve to die


10. Teachin' Lil Ricky A Lesson

I got a hole in my head and I don't wanna fill it
Surprise. surprise, surprise, surprise
You put a pain in my soul now come and retrieve it
Just die, just die, just die, just die

You put a hate in my mind and I'm here to return it
You can beg, you can plead but it'll do you no good
Now the hate in my mind's gonna need some cleansing
I'm gonna rub-a-dub scrub until your soul comes clean

give you an 'E' ticket ride and the ride is disaster
Give you a ride, give you a ride, give you a ride of your life
I put a lien on your soul now here's your eviction
You're a lie, you're a lie, you're a lie, so you'll die

Teachin' lil ricky a lesson
Teachin' lil ricky a lesson
Teachin' lil ricky a lesson
Teachin' lil ricky a lesson

Fe fe fi fi fo fo fum
I smell the blood of an Englishman
Stab stab slice slice, cutting is fun
I am gonna spill the blood of a sorry as man

And when they look back I'll think it's funny
Maybe even in court they'll play this tape
And don't take this wrong cause it ain't no warning
You can run, you can hide, but you can't escape

Teachin' lil ricky a lesson
Teachin' lil ricky a lesson
Teachin' lil ricky a lesson
Teachin' lil ricky a lesson

You lie, you lie, you lie, you lie
Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, goodbye
You lie, you lie, you lie, you lie
Now die, now die, now die, now die

Night night little Ricky


11. A Day At The Beach

Come and take a ride down to the westside
Where I was born and raised any my spirit died
I cried, cuz I just couldn't take it
I couldn't fuckin' take it no more
I ran around town with a tre-five-seven
Heaven was only a bottle away
Kickin' at the pier by the Santa Monica bay
Pray for me cuz I need it
You come and play your games with me you'll be defeated

You retreated to the west without a bullet-proof vest
You wanted to be a guest
But got a clip emptied in your chest
Critical condition at best
Get on Venice Boulivade
And take that mutha fucka west
Until you see the ocean
And a big ass commotion
Have your gat within reach
We're spending a day at the beach

I'm getting ready for a day in the sun
Hoochie mamma's never run from me and fifty-one
cuz we raised in Venice, not Orange County
Used to get drunk in the speedway alley
Whoever said "It's all good"
Is definately not from my hood
I'd like to get the fuck out
If I ever could but I can't
So I get up and roll with my homies
All the mutha fucka's down in Venice know me
Cuz I'm strolling down the boardwalk
With the gangsta sag
Flippin quarters to the bums
And all the sea hags

Then I see my old homie from Venice high
My, I didn't know that time could fly
When you're getting high
Like every single day
My memory has faded and my thoughts have gone away
Day by day
Yesterday just seems to decay
So listen to the lesson that I teach
Life is no day at the beach

I'm spending a day at the beach
Out on bail with my loc's and a skeech
You got to listen to the lesson that I teach
My life is no day at the beach

(Venice beach, just one of the many beach cities
Where gang members from all parts
Or gangsta's as they prefer to be called
Come for recreation)

My pager's going off like I got Vegas in my pocket
If you want to bring up shit boy
In my day we used to talk it
We used to roll up deep with like twenty friends
That was one car load of fools
And we were dragging the rear end
Went from party to party that is how it would go
It wouldn't be unusual if we all had to throw
Down with some mutha fuckin' clowns
If they by chance won
We'd be back and firing rounds

I ain't never forgettin' bout the chicks
That used to hang with us
And all the times they gave me B.J's
In the backseat of the larry bus
I thank God that I'm here today to sing this song
And I hope that he forgives me
For the things that I've done wrong
Well I guess if he didn't
I'd be long dead and gone
Remember me, that crazy mutha fucka with a skeech
Spending a day at the beach

I'm spending a day at the beach
Out on bail with my loc's and a skeech
You got to listen to the lesson that I teach
My life is no day at the beach


12. Dysfunktional

Dysfunktional
I got the twelve gauge kickin' in the trunk ya know
Rollin' through the ghetto slow
Zapp pumpin' on the radio
Peepin' out the holes
I'm dysfunktional

Dysfunktional
My brain is under reconstructional
Surgery, I appear to be
Having a withdrawal of profanity
And preachin' my usual everyday insanity
Philosophy of an ancient greek
Mentality of a modern freak
So shut your damn mouth and listen to me speak
And I'll tell you where to go
I'm dysfunktional

Dysfunktional
Well I'm crazy in the brain
A vicious lost dog that ain't never gonna change
Dysfunktional
Well I'm crazy inside
I used to have a soul but that sucka went and died

Ya'll dysfunktional
Ya brawl and drink alcohol
I got at least five women that I could call
Dysfunktional
I never had a role model
Went from the bottle to the bottle
Straight to hell, full throttle

I'm dysfunktional
And I'm on a damn roll
When I went to school I was never very punctual
So I stole, my pockets were on swole
A lot of money and a ho was my only goal

I'm really very sorry for the blood that I spilt
Always on the tilt
Never feel any guilt
I'm wild, I was beat as a child
Don't bother pressing charges
Cuz they are already filed
I shaved my big head cuz I didn't want it styled
Co-dependant, alcoholic
With a lot of disorders
So I hang out on the corner and I loiter
The consequence of being poor
I'm dysfunktional

Dysfunktional
Well I'm crazy in the brain
A vicious lost dog that ain't never gonna change
Dysfunktional
Well I'm crazy inside
I used to have a soul but that sucka went and died

Ya'll dysfunktional
Ya brawl and drink alcohol
I got at least five women that I could call
Dysfunktional
I never had a role model
Went from the bottle to the bottle

Dysfunktional
Well I'm crazy in the brain
A vicious lost dog that ain't never gonna change
Dysfunktional
Well I'm crazy inside
I used to have a soul but that sucka went and died

Yee hee hee


13. Whose Got A Secret

I know, I know, I know a secret
Secrets. I know you got a secret
You musn't let anyone know
Cause it could destroy the illusion you've created
It's eating away your mind
Denied the truth but the lie is impervious to me
Now your little secret is my secret too
Trust me, ha ha
It's got a mind of it's own and now I own
It's just a little piece of something
That never should have been anywhere
But in your mind
And now it's yours and mine together

I know your secret
I know. Your secret
Ha ha ha
You can't walk away from this
Did you reaally think you could keep this from me?
I know, I know
I know your secret
Now I got a secret
Now I got a secret
Would I tell?
Ha ha
You should never have let it get to me!


14. They Say

Pick your nose with rotten toes
Dookey smells and hit new lows
Lies all start as truth just blows
Laughing at your sanity
Worthless thoughts can't bother me
Basically agitated

They say they know what I feel, but they dont know what I feel
They say they know where I hurt, but they don't know where I hurt

So sign the paper if you please
Till you do no one leaves
Leave your fredom at the door
Life is available at the department store
Shagging up with little girls
Buttercups and candy swirls
Sending out the nautious lies
Newly deads are self despised
Bleeding blood that sticks like glue
All is old that once was new
Flaming blood that sticks like glue
Now it's old that once was new

They say they know what it's like, but they don't know what it's like
They say they know where I hurt, but they don't know where I hurt
They say they know what I feel, but they don't know what I feel
They say they know what I'm like, but they don't know what I'm like
They say, they say, they lie
They say, they say, they lie, they lie

Passed out knocked down to the curb
Try to hit them quickly swerve
Demons playing in my mind
I like the slimy gooey kind
Hatred, anguish and lots of malice
All are welcome in my palace
Evil doesn't acknowledge law
Abolish this, what sweet dismiss
Burning, itching, bloodshot eyes

They say they know what I'm like, but they don't know what I'm like
They say they know what I feel, but they don't know what I feel
They say they know where it hurt, but they don't know where it hurt
They say they know what I'm like, but they don't know what I'm like
They say, they say, they lie
They say, they say, they lie, they lie
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