1.Nightmare

Inside this class there is a girl
Who is insecure, different and introvert
And no one wants to sit with her
She's just sitting alone and observe..

They want to see her sad and angry
Despite that, she believes that kindness is lovely
She's hoping that one day the nightmare would end
She won't let herself be miserable again...

They have given her so many rude names
And everywhere she goes she's hearing and worse phrase
They're treating her like she's inferior
But they cannot convince her that she's unable..

They want to see her sad and angry
Despite that, she believes that kindness is lovely
She's hoping that one day the nightmare would end
She won't let herself be miserable again...

They pretend to do the same things as her from obsession
Unlike them, music is her real occupation
She was supposed to go to another school to find peace
But real life is far away from her dreams...

They want to see her sad and angry
Despite that, she believes that kindness is lovely
She's hoping that one day the nightmare would end
She won't let herself be miserable again...

2. Upset

I feel bad tired of being sad
everyone's attacking me
but I'm the one who's drowning
Living with all the guilt
when they're always hurting me...

I wish I could make things better but I can't
I wish you could help me but you can't
Why I try to keep living when I'm dead
terrible thoughts making me upset...

I can't help myself
to get out of this hell
I don't feel well
worrying too much about death...

I wish I could make things better but I can't
I wish you could help me but you can't
Why I try to keep living when I'm dead
terrible thoughts making me upset...

What is happening to me
when I'll finally be free
from this hysterical disbelief
A normal person I want to be
but something doesn't let me live...

I wish I could make things better but I can't
I wish you could help me but you can't
Why I try to keep living when I'm dead
terrible thoughts making me upset...

3. Obliged

I need to concentrate
but my mind is somewhere else
the truth if I could change
so it would hurt less...

How much I'd like to quit this life
can't tolerate their world
It's getting worse each time
won't behave as I'm told...

Maybe I'm searching for something
I can't achieve
when did I stop believe
everything so different as I thought it would be
I really want to leave and go where
do I even belong somewhere...

Tired of feeling obliged
in doing things that don't express me
well this isn't me
a normal person I just can't be...

Maybe I'm searching for something
I can't achieve
when did I stop believe
everything so different as I thought it would be
I really want to leave and go where
do I even belong somewhere...

I'm the only responsible for this
4 miserable years of waste
now I'm going to change it
time to fix my psychological state...

Maybe I'm searching for something
I can't achieve
when did I stop believe
everything so different as I thought it would be
I really want to leave and go where
do I even belong somewhere...

4.Peculiar

I'm getting out of this place
that they created for me
their pitiful victim won't be
I'm finally free
to live to choose and to succeed...

So I'll celebrate
in my own peculiar way
you want me afraid
your game I won't play...

This occupation won't stop
the bullying has gone too far
I feel no fear
my dream is near...

So I'll celebrate
in my own peculiar way
you want me afraid
your game I won't play

Cause you see I have brains
and that makes you sad
and I also have strength
and it makes you more mad

It's obvious you're not going to stop
you can't tear me apart
I know you're feeling bad
let me help you with that...

5.Anxiety

I don't really want
to keep on doing this
but I do it anyway
Need to get over it
but it's oppressing me to stay...

I know I should be laughing
feeling grateful and blessed
But depression is haunting me again
anxiety won't allow me to rest...

Obliged to do a daily check
the doors, the windows, my things
Everything must be safe
the answers so correct
Can't just check them once
three times still not enough
and it's driving me mad...

I know I should be laughing
feeling grateful and blessed
But depression is haunting me again
anxiety won't allow me to rest...

I can see you're annoyed
by what I do
but I can't promise change
if it's not true

In reality is annoying me too
my tendencies I didn't choose
It's actually bothering me more
than it does to you
my apology is the proof...

I know I should be laughing
feeling grateful and blessed
But depression is haunting me again
anxiety won't allow me to rest...

6. I Know Who You Are

I have too many haters
but you are the biggest one
I wonder when you'll give up
from trying to tear me apart...

I recognized that face from the start
you're using him to hide your true identity
The resemblance doesn't make it hard
not just a random similarity
You see,I'm really that smart
and you can't tear me apart
I know exactly who you are...

You think I'm dumb
that's why you can't stop
But I'm more clever
than you are
unluckily for you I know who you are...

I recognized that face from the start
you're using him to hide your true identity
The resemblance doesn't make it hard
not just a random similarity
You see,I'm really that smart
and you can't tear me apart
I know exactly who you are...

What I honestly believe is that
you're the one who's really bad
For my value I have no doubts
you can't convince me otherwise
It's with yourself you are sad
I'm satisfied with who I am
Is it because I rejected you
that's why you're doing all that?

I recognized that face from the start
you're using him to hide your true identity
The resemblance doesn't make it hard
not just a random similarity
You see,I'm really that smart
and you can't tear me apart
I know exactly who you are...

Don't do illegal things
to try and scare me
I'm not afraid of anything
how much you don't know me...

7. Feint

I'm so sick of this town
don't really want to get out
I'm so tired of all these people
who trying so hard to bring me down

You think your opinion matters
but I'm not frightened
You can try as much as you want
who cares for your untrue thought

I've been waiting so long for this day
you're unable to take it away
You can't tell me what to do anyway
don't think you'll succeed with your feint

The louder you talk
the less you have to say
no one will distract me from my way
I don't feel shame
for doing what I'm destined to
You should feel this way
for wanting me to

Won't apologize for being good
you're the one who should

I've been waiting so long for this day
you're unable to take it away
You can't tell me what to do anyway
don't think you'll succeed with your feint

Have an open mind
no one believes your lies
they don't even pay attention
Have an open mind
It is no surprise
nothing interesting to mention
Have an open mind
I won't even try
tired of being your obsession

I've been waiting so long for this day
you're unable to take it away
You can't tell me what to do anyway
don't think you'll succeed with your feint

8.Beware

This is the last time
I'm occupying with those
that don't deserve
They mean nothing to me
so I won't dedicate any other
song to them

Someone is watching and hearing
every bad thing you did and said
will be returned to you
so beware

You believe you're so special
when you're only sitting at your desk
spreading hate through the internet
Behind a screen you're hiding yourself
bullying those who can cause you can't

Someone is watching and hearing
every bad thing you did and said
will be returned to you
so beware

You can't always do harm
and just get away with that
I'm not even threatening you
this is something you do
I'm just warning you
You know I have another one ability
to always have the last word
and no one likes it at all

Someone is watching and hearing
every bad thing you did and said
will be returned to you
so beware

Haven't you heard
that the good wins in the end
One day I'll be known for my work
because I know my worth...