1. SHROUD OF FALSE

We are just a moment in time
A blink of an eye
A dream for the blind
Visions from a dying brain
I hope you don't understand


2. FRAGILE DREAMS

Countless times I trusted you,
I let you back in,
Knowing... Yearning... you know
I should have run... but I stayed

Maybe I always knew
My fragile dreams would be broken... for you

Today I introduced myself
To my own feelings
In silent agony, after all these years
They spoke to me... after all these years

Maybe I always knew
My fragile dreams would be broken... for you


3. EMPTY

Empty vessel under the sun wipe the dust
From my face another morning black Sunday
Coming down again.. coming down again
Empty vessel empty veins
Empty bottle wish for rain that pain again
Wash the blood off my face the pulse from my brain
And I feel that pain again

I'm looking over my shoulder cause millions
Will whisper I'm killing myself again
Maybe I'm dying faster but nothing ever last I
Remember a night from my past when I was
Stabbed in the back and its all coming back
And I feel that pain again

I abhor you I condemn you cause this pain
Will never end you got away without a
Scratch and now you're walking on a lucky
Path I have to laugh but you'd better watch your back

There's pathetic opposition they're the
Cause of my condition I'll be coming back
For them I've a solution for this sad
Situation nothing left but to kill myself again
Because I'm so empty


4. LOST CONTROL

Life.. has betrayed me once again
I accept that some things will never change.
I've let your tiny minds magnify my agony
And it's left me with a chemical dependency for sanity.

Yes, I am falling... how much longer 'till I hit the ground?
I can't tell you why I'm breaking down.
Do you wonder why I prefer to be alone?
Have I really lost control?

I'm coming to an end,
I've realized what I could have been.
I can't sleep so
I take a breath and hide behind my bravest mask,
I admit I've lost control
Lost control...


5. RE-CONNECT

The fragments of connection died
Some things just won't fade with time
Hide behind a transparent eye
You can't see me but I can you...
Betray without a moment's thought
Regret nothing but getting caught
Your time has come and here I stand
Why should I hold out my hand to you...

I could never turn to you
Silenced by that look in your eye
Feel I'm slipping back again

Black cold night I toss and turn I'm sinking,
Feel so drained
Shroud me, blind me, sick, weak,
Empty, drag me into pain
I tried so hard, don't drown me, bound to me,
Self indulgently ...crazed
Black as coal, my sunken soul,
Will it ever be saved?

Come on and twist that knife again
Well I'd like to see you fucking try
Never going back again

An answer won't come from me
Confront your own worst enemy
What does your mirror see
Is it time to face up to me?


6. INNER SILENCE

When the silence beckons
And the day draws to a close
When the light of your life sighs
And love dies in your eyes
Only then will I realize
What you mean to me.


7. ALTERNATIVE 4

It's killing you, you're killing me
I'm clinging on to my sanity
All I need is a short term remedy
Come and hide me from this terrible reality...

Dreaded memories flood back to me
But there's still a willful mind behind these cold psychotic eyes
Now I tread this path so differently
I've opened my mind and darkened my entire life.

I'll dance with the angels to celebrate the holocaust,
And far beyond my far gone pride,
Is knowing that we'll soon be gone,
Knowing that I'll soon be gone...


8. REGRET

As I drift away... far away from you,
I feel all alone in a crowded room,
Thinking to myself
"There's no escape from this
Fear, regret, loneliness..."

Visions of love and hate
A collage behind my eyes
Remnants of dying laughter
Echoes of silent cries

I wish I didn't know now that
I never knew then...
Flashback
Memories punish me again
Sometimes I remember all the pain
That I have seen
Sometimes I wonder what might have been...

Visions of love and hate
A collage behind my eyes
Remnants of dying laughter
Echoes of silent cries

And sometimes I despair
At who I've become
I have to come to terms
With what I've done

The bittersweet taste of fate
We can't outrun the past
Destined to find an answer
A strength I never lost
I know there is a way
My future is not set
For the tide has turned
But still I never learned to live
Without regret.


9. FEEL

I've feeling, I won't be coming down from this,
I was searching through the heavens and somehow I slipped!

I feel, I'm seeing so clear

Trying to forget tomorrow and all that's happened
This is not the way, the way I was meant to be

I feel, I'm seeing so clear
I thought I was never going to die
I feel, I'm seeing so clear
We need more time

Slipping away, I think I'm gonna crack
Misplaced trust, loyalty stabbed in the gut

I feel, I'm seeing so clear
I thought I was never coming back

I've been down for awhile,
And now I'm coming back...


10. DESTINY

I tried to murder the lonely,
Contemplate our mortality.

Into infinity,
Frozen memory

Wipe the tears from yesterday,
A time for change, take the pain away.

Angel, my destiny,
Can you feel me?