1. WHIRLPOOL

Where do people get their courage
That i'll never understand
I opened up to show you
Saw us walking hand in hand

Now i feel so embarrassed
I was just disturbing you
But how could i keep it quiet
Didn't know what else to do

I had to have it all
And ran into a wall
And i didn't stop to see
Plain reality

Now that i left the whirlpool
I'm walking straight again
My life is back to normal
But i've noticed it too late

How can i live my life for me
When everytime i close my eyes
There is you that i see
You're everywhere, can't run away


2. STUPID AND FORGETTABLE

Uh uh uh

Go to hell go to hell
Oh i love you
You're the worst thing
That ever happened to me

Go to hell go to hell
I won't miss you
Actually there's nothing
I need that ever comes from you

Tracy
What do i
Turn you on
Why don't you see
Tracy do you a little bit like me?

Tracy what do i
Make you understand

Go to hell go to hell
Oh i love you
You're the worst thing
That ever happened to me

Go to go to hell
I won't miss you
You only mess up my life
But i'm still running after you


3. TAKE ME AS I AM

Take me as i am
Take me even if the time is wrong
Take me as i am
Take me even if the place is wrong

So what if i fly
So what if i fly
So what if i fly

Take me as i am
Take me even if the love is gone
Take me as i am
Take me even if it's just for fun
Take me as i am
Take me even if i can not come
Take me as i am
Take me even if the love is gone

So what if i fly
So what if i fly
So what if i fly


4. SEASIDE

I only want to sit
Alone beside the sea
Awake another night
To understand
What in the world
Does make this place
So beautiful

I only want to hear
Everything asleep
With the sound it makes
I'm wondering
Why in the world
Do i feel more as one
Out here

Don't mind
All i know
Is that tomorrow
It slipped away
Don't mind
All i see
Is that tomorrow
I'm miles away

I only want to throw
Stones into the waves
See the circles grow
And wanna know
What in the world
Does still
Have meaning for me

I only want to get
The reasons that i've lost
As a little boy
Back again
Why in the world
Didn't i see
What a fool i've been


5. EMILY

You gonna phone me up again
When you've sat too long alone
At a table there at lou's
Drift about the afternoon

And of course i sit with you
For a while most every day
Wave at people that pass by
I find it easy with you

And i wonder why it's so hard
For you to fall in love
And i wonder why it's easy
For you to fall in bed

We can laugh at everyone
But most about ourselves
Yes i couldn't take a look
In a serious way at you


6. I'M BORING

This is you
Sitting with your head between your knees
You're listening to your blood
Cause silence you can't stand

And there inside you
Another personality
Is shouting at you
Another possibility

I'm bored i'm bored about me
I'm bored i'm bored about
Most everything i do
Tell what can i do

Why can't i always fly
And why do i have to fall so deep


7. CAN'T GET USED TO IT

My dear friend i see you grow older
Without a doubt where you could belong
While i try to stand and
I'm always just confused
My dear friend you move to your girlfriend
While i still wanna have the world
But i'm just lonely and
Wish that i could be like you

Life - oh i just can't get used to it

My dear friend you can tell exactly
What it is that makes you feel allright
While i'm still looking and
Feel sometimes missunderstood
My dear friend there's always something
Always a reason that makes you feel busy
While i'm just bored want to escape
In arms that don't exist

Life - oh i just can't get used to it


8. DROWN

You know
I'd rather be rather be
Drowned again

You wanna be amused
Just wanna be entertained
And do it for a laugh
Just to have a little fun
You wanna be admired
Just wanna be the only one
Swirling in my head
'Cause i could never let you down

You know
I'd rather be rather be
Drowned again
Rather be rather be
Drowned in love embrace

Everyones your friend
But no one knows just how you feel
Oh tell me is it worth
You never let somebody in


9. HOMESICK

When i sit down and try to remember
What my home is like
I seem to be drifting in water
No land in sight
All my friends become nothing but names
In my old adress book
Oh yes, there was that funny little girl
Her love i took

Where is the place i do belong
That little spot where i was born
Where is the garden in my mind
It turns to stone

What do i know ?

When i walk the streets of london
I see a face i know
But i knew it on a different body
A long time ago
A back yard or a house on the corner
Bring back a time
Where i could say without a doubt
That this place is mine


10. DREGS

If you feel as a grey sad beetle
Got to crawl in the holes of your town
Cause everybody's starring
Just starring down on you

That's what they always do

If you feel as their only problem
Got to learn not to care, take your time
When everybody's starring
Just starring down on you

That's what they always do
Cause they are jealous of you

You're different and so beautiful
Don't you know

If you feel as a pale tiny beetle
Got to hide in the shade in the streets
Cause everybody's starring
Just starring down on you


11. BELOW

Standing on a hill
And it's nightime
Seeing all the lights
And hearing thunder
The valley down below
All the noise that goes to show
There can be no peace
Can be no peace in this world of mine
There can be no peace
Can be no peace in this world of mine

Inside my mind is screaming
Screaming from the pain that i feel
I get disturbed in my dreams
In my dreams from outside
It seams
The real world is noisy
The real world is noisy
The real world is noisy

There where times when i
Lived for today but now i hate
Every word i say
And i just wanna stay alone
Maybe i turned out too small
Or probably i don't live at all
Maybe i turned out too small
Or probably i don't live at all

Inside my mind is screaming
Screaming from the pain that i feel
I get disturbed in my dreams
In my dreams from outside
It seams
The real world is noisy
The real world is noisy
The real world is noisy


12. SLOWLY

Can't you now
Pop around
Stop me from
Spinning around a bulb

Can't you now
Pester me
To show me how
Life's bitterfuckinsweet

Slowly slowly
I can loose myself
Slowly slowly
Inside you

I can fool anyone
Anyone but you

I turn out
All the lights
And pretend
I'm not awake anymore

But you know
That i fake it
And i'm glad
That it's clear to you


13. IF YOU

I wish i could understand
Could figure out
What makes me fly
And what makes me fall
It would be so simple
If i could handle
What makes me freeze
And what makes me glow

And now i
Run out of patience
Wanna throw out the window
Things that i can't hold
Just to show you
'Cause i'm not interested
To know what i am
In your eyes and your mind
I'm for shure not that one

If you want to carry me
You can always do that
If you if you if you want
Watch out i'll be heavy

I wish i could understand
Could figure out
What makes me sink
What makes me rise
It would be so simple
If i could handle
What makes it pointless
What makes it whole


14. BELLYBUTTON

High up there
On the way to the train
See you looking at me
With a grin on your face
And your lips
They are following me
Wherever i hang around
Won't let me go anymore
And your teeth
They are laughing at me
In a arrogant way
Make me hate you so bad
And your eyes
Oh i just can't believe
How empty they are
What could you mean to me

You know you got my favourite bellybutton
You know you got my favourite

But one day
They will take you away
Put in place of your head
A new kind of cheese
And one day
There is nobody left
That will remember my dear
That you ever was here

You know you got my favourite bellybutton
You know you got my favourite


15. DAY FLY

These sounds always make me think about you
How we played that one song all night long for us two
Now i can't listen to that record no more
'Cause it stirs me up too much

These sounds always keep me longing for you
About those few weeks that i had spent with you
But today i don't ring your number no more
'Cause you won't be home for me

I wish i wish i wish that i could
Leave it now behind
I wish i wish i wish i could live
My life without you again

Won't you leave me now alone
I wouldn't mind

These sounds make my days brighter and warm
They bring back tiny little pieces of you
But they just last for a minute or so
And then they disappear

And so i don't mind how far away that you are
Cause i found that way to get you back here somehow
I must be a person that you can't understand
'Cause i take these things so hard


16. NEVER GET YOU

You said
'Just take me away from sorrow
And it doesn't matter where you go
I'm always with you'

You said
'Can i spend a while with you please
And i don't mind just what we do
Only wanna loose myself'

I will never get you no no no
I will never get you
I will never get you no no no
I already know it
But can't help myself

I know
It's wrong when i think i got you
And when i understand your way
I already lost you

And then when your flavour's almost gone
And i get back my peace, you're here again
Keep me awake all night


17. SLUMBER

I slumber all day long for that
It will not make me sick again
I slumber every single hour
It's the same old trick again

I slumber cause i don't wanna feel
And there's nowhere to escape
I slumber since you went away
And so it's all the same to me

Could be so much fun
And so much happiness
But i'm dead i'm dead i'm dead for you
Could be so much fun
And so much happiness
But you're dead you're dead you're dead for me

My fingertips won't feel
They just wanna stay asleep
And my legs won't make a move
As long as you won't care

And your answering machine
It stays dump as long as mine
Just wanna stay alone
Won't see your face in everyone

Fake myself
Fake yourself